Lost Soul...

Are we what we are?Must we always do something in contradiction to ourselves?Is it that important that we change ourselves.To please other people,and we die a little more inside.What should we do?.Its been almost half a year now.I'm back again.This feeling in me,is back...A feeling i so disgustingly hate..yet it stabbed me in the heart as if it was sneering at me and telling me that i am a weakling and that i should just fall into the hands of this deadly feeling?No...i will not once more be Me...I'm Dawg...the days are over...The days are over...the days are over...Clouded minds...Mix emotions...Suicidal Thoughts...Murderous Thoughts...Uncontrollable anger...Low Self-Esteem...Darkness...Lonely Emotions...Breathless...Bottling Emotions...Reaching Its Peak...Must i endour all these...


Barely Anyone Reads My Blog Anyways...A Place I write my thoughts and feelings...Only one person reads.....

Heart To Soul

Time flies.In a mere blink,we're being pushed further and further and closer towards our ends.But let's savour this moment now.For its not for eternal,but whatever done by us,will last eternally in us,a page in our life,written...the way we wanted
Everyone's willing to give up everything for this page to be written.I would,But would you too?Let's look forth,shed no more tears from the past and what ever that has happened to us.Let's start anew..And take it a step further,where people dare not take the step.Let not fear hold us back from achieving this,Let not time hold us back,Let not restrictions hold us back,Let not the darkness fill holes in our happiness........

Instead....Let Us Write This Chapter In Our Lives,Together,You And I....

Blood For Blood,Soul For Soul

Blood For Blood,Soul For Soul.What Goes around comes around.I'm not to be fucked over with.Your Soul is much filled with wisdom,yet your blood is of the blood of a fallen knight.Who rushes aimlessly into battle without a foresight.I am the wise jester,that you and your troops use for entertainment and laughter.Though i look foolish as you may think i am.I plot my revenge silently,I Will kill all of you.One By One.Watch out,as you may never know when the jester takes his move.


WATCH YOUR BACK,For the jester might stab you with his blade,and twist it endlessly as you bleed to your fucking death.And sneers at you as you die bleeding.

The Kill

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do? (Oh, oh)
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you (from you)

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.

Ah, ah
Oh, oh
Ah, ah

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)

(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break...?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me
(I'm not running from you)

Soul Cards

Cards,A game of pure surprises,A Slightest mistaken can lead to destruction,yet the slightest luck can lead to pure bliss.We've all been playing cards our whole life,A game of cards called life.We are dealt with random cards in our hands,regardless good or bad cards.We often try to discard the bad cards in our first round.Keeping the best for the last.Often we make mistakes and assume our opponents have a bad hand.And we play along with his sorrows shown to us by his face.But little do we know that he wields a poker face.A Face so good that even the intelligent beings are fooled by this person.We end up with mistakes,losing games.And even destructions upon us.But we should not also forget.....


We win at times.....

Cravings Of My Soul

If I could just hold your hands,Keep you warm in the night when we cuddle up together in the dead winter breeze.If i could hug you once more,a hug filled with security and warmth to your heart.If i could peck you on your cheeks once more,to show my passion and love for you.If i could kiss your tender lips once more,with our eyes locked in a neverending moment.If i could once more feel your hands through my face.If I could once more feel your breath down my neck.If i could once more feel your love to me.


I would give it all,and everything else...for this simple "If...."

A Deep Cut Filled With Blood

Its been sometime now,since i felt a warmth that most of us desire.Its been sometime since i felt fingers between my own hands.People say that waiting leads to the perfect person,or even better.....Soulmate. But what do they not understand is,how can we achieve these perfect person if we do not crave,nor do we act upon it.
Can things really happen just because we wait for it to happen?If so,why do some people wait for hell of a long time to recieve nothing nor meet that special someone?.........